Never make a decision based on fear. That's what I did this morning. I've had time since then to mull over it and it hasn't set right with me. I am a people pleaser normally. As for the choice I want to make, some are fighting against it. I'm going to have to redact my comment earlier that I said I'd go to Montana with Phil. It seems I am only enticed by the rainbows and unicorns along the way.
On the other hand, I feel drawn to the carnival opportunity, and in weighing my decision of where I want to go, against my desire/purpose to make a difference, the carnival circuit feels like the clear winner. More than just the carnival rainbows and unicorns entice me to make this choice- more than a realization that I just about made a decision based on fear.
I want to make my decision based on the greatest good I can do. In the span of a week, I will provide the transportation for my friend, a master of the carnival circuit, provide access to the telephone, so he can stay in touch with his wife. I will also have a wi-fi enabled computer for necessary computing. :-)
I want to take this leap of faith into the dark. I look forward to the challenges of learning the "Carnie" lifestyle, and it's not as bad as stereotypes will make it out to be. Good Blog Post About Carnie Lifestyle
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